This summer sucks. This year sucks. I've learned so much but I'm sick of learning. I wanna be happy.

1. I miss Christie. Okay I really do.
2. Jake is trying to make my liking of sex as me being a slut. Once upon a time I was. But honestly sex is very healthy.
3. I'm semi sorta seeing a girl and there's 3 reasons why I shouldn't even be getting involved, as innocent as it is.
4. Breanna & Sheryl fighting about my friend is driving me over the edge
5. Working this much is killing me although the money is nice.
6. sitting under a tree every night sucks dick. it does. it really does.there has to be something to do.

I'm just gonna stop trying to help people. I'm gonna stop trying to discover who I am. It will come as I live life. I need to start saving money because I have a feeling I'm gonna need a large amount of cash in the next year. I need to get my permit so I can fucking drive.

Good news I'm getting my glasses today. Headaches will finally go away and I can see street signs and everything.